^Force ^Contend ^Flatten ^Destroy ~survival~ ~abuse~ ~crush~ ~dead~

Figure

An excess number of turtles all aiming for one piece of bread.

Annotate

  1. ^Consider our ^Own ~mind~ ~as~ ~alone~, ~better~ or ~BEST~ in ~yield~ to ~temptation~ or in ~lack~ of ^Humility. 
    1. ^Believe every ~mode~ in ourselves ~as~ though it were our world without ~symbol~. 
    2. ^Doubt every ~mode~ in others and our world ~as~ though it were nothing. 
  2. ^Feel ~shame~ or ~disgust~ for our ~desire~ or ~lack~ of ~happiness~, and ^Hide it or ^Work for it yet ^Believe it a ~need~. 
  3. ^Worry to ^Find a ~source~, ~target~ or ~answer~ to our ~desire~, our ^Hollow ~mind~ or our ^Silly ~wish~. 
    1. ^Ignore ~consequence~ and ~opposition~ to our ~desire~ or ~happiness~ without ~respect~ to our ~self~ nor ~privacy~ to our ~target~ ~long-term~. 
    2. ^Care only to ^Avoid all ~consequence~ and ~opposition~ to our ~desire~ or ~happiness~. 
  4. ^Anticipate to ^Win-or-lose it or ^Receive ~reward~ from it and ^Become ^Desperate or ^Indesperate to ^Test to ^Take it. 
    1. ^Find ^Minimum ~consequence~ from it. 
    2. ^Impose ~control~ or ^Imply ^Maximum ~consequence~ upon our ~target~. 
    3. ^Hold ~satiety~ to ^Remain in ~want~ of it. 
  5. ^Build and ^Sustain a ^Perfect ~roadblock~ for it. 
    1. ^Defend it in ~hate~ or ~independence~. 
    2. ^Hide it in ~shame~ or ~cooperation~. 
  6. ^Never ^Break from it.  ^Never ^Let others ^Go nor ^Leave it.  ^Repeat it yet don't ^Watch nor ^Look except in ~focus~ of it. 
    1. ^Find a ~disguise~ to ^Remain in ~shame~ and ~disgust~ of our ~self~, ~PATH~, ~roadblock~ or ~guide~ into it. 
    2. ^Compare to ^Swap or ^Replace our ^Honest ~disgust~ or ~guilt~ to ^Direct ^What we ^Feel about it elsewhere. 
    3. ^Doubt any ~alternative~ except to ^Improve our ~chance~ to ^Renew our ~time-and-place~ to ^Encourage or ^Enjoy it. 
    4. ^Attempt ^More ~disgust~ or ~shame~ for every ~target~ until we ^Hold ^No ^Alternative ~space~ for ~guilt~. 
  7. ^Tempt, ^Deceive or ^Judge in ~chaos~ ^Now until we ^Win-or-lose our ~self~, ~mind~ or ~foundation~. 
    1. ^Change or ^Contend for ^More distortion so that we ^Depart from ~truth~, ~good~, ~family~ or ~love~. 

Subject

^Force is a ^Super mode of ^Change that may ^Tend to ^Cause ourselves and others to ^Become even ^More resistant in ~mind~.  We might have too much of it ^When we or others seem to ^Become ^More obstinate without explanation. 

For those ^Who ^Live in a universe that has physical forces to ^Organize it. 

So we sometimes ^Find ourselves the ~subject~ or ~target~ of this ~mode~.  This mode of ^Change has the most ~strength~ of any mode so we ^Find ^Maximum trouble ~as~ we ^Try to ^Break from it. 

^When a ^Direct ~force~ is upon us in ~base~ of ~strength~ or ~weakness~, an ^Equal and ^Opposite ~force~ may ^Manifest within us also of ~need~.  So ^When we resist a ~mode~ in others or in our world, we ^End up with our ^Own mode ~as~ though a distortion were in some ~sense~ ~contagious~. 

Target

A necessary ~evil~. 

Anytime we must ^Defend a ~weakness~ in our ~family~ or ~mind~ in ~accord~ to ~law~ for sake of our ~survival~. 

Anytime we must ^Refuse our ~self~, ~family~ or a ~foundation~ but can't access any other mode of ~control~. 

Anytime an ^Unknown ~force~ may ^Act upon us ^First, a ~force~ within us may ^Come ^Automatically to ^Answer it. 

^Such (im-)~balance~ of ~control~ will ^Tend to ^Harm ourselves, others and our world.  However, the ~force~ of gravity has been ~wonderful~ to ^Improve the ~force~ in us to sit, squat, ^Step, walk, and ^Run, so we may ^Be ^Grateful to ^Contend, too. 

Gravity may ^Be ^STRONG to ^Hold you down, and I am so ^Sorry about the weight of ~abuse~ in us.  I ^Still ^Want to ^Ask, ^Who can ^Take ^Notice of the ~sorrow~ in it ~as~ we ^Flower to ^Dance, ^Skip, ^Stretch or ^Move in ~independence~ of it?  In our ~aim~ to ^Sustain ^Perfect ~happiness~ of ~heart~ I pray we ^Find ~relief~ and ~peace~.  I ^Know its ~force~ is ^Still upon us even ^When we ^Fall.  Yet I ^Hope and ^Fight for the ~hour~, ^Day, ~week~, ^Month or ~year~ that my ~opportunities~ to ^Leave it may ^Become ^Again ~as~ ^Free ~as~ ^Flight. 

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